When I’m locked I go through phases. First comes the craving. I CRAVE powerlessness. I’m not really a fetishist, or kinkster, or bondage player by nature. I just find sexy, powerful, confident women to be completely disarming. They make me feel weak and that makes me crave that feeling of subjugation. I don’t really want to serve her. It’s more like I’m her victim.
So in that sense, any kink activity that gives me a degree of control, just doesn’t move the meter for me. Spank yourself, punch your balls, lock yourself in chastity and promise not to touch the key, etc. All that stuff requires me to volunteer. And victims don’t volunteer.
And that’s how I’ve developed this interest in locks, self-bondage, and captivity. It requires only momentary volunteerism. Really you couldn’t even call it that. It’s more like a predatory Femdom taking advantage of my lust-driven irrationality. The games I’ve dreamt up usually require me to be subjugated for a long time. That’s because that initial lustful irrationality has to subside. The willingness has to subside. To sum it up….
It’s not bondage until you want out
So for me, subjugation comes from bondage that carries on for so long that it becomes a nuisance, then a bother, then an annoyance, then a frustration, then a maddening oppressive force that breaks me. What happens next is what I’m looking to find out. What what does a broken dummy look like? What does he think like? What can he be made to do? How can his priorities be re-arranged?
So that’s the journey….how do we get there? Here are some ways I can be tormented
- Wrist cuffs locked on
- Leg cuffs locked on
- Fetish clothing like a collar, or leather cuffs can be locked on
- One leg chained to a 50lb dumbell
- Both legs chained to 50lb dumbells
- Bound in a stressful position like a hogtie, or strappado
- Confined to my bedroom (and attached bedroom/closet)
- Confined to my bathroom
- Confined to my closet
- Confined in a dog cage
- Confined to a hotel room
- Confined to my back porch
- Locked in a blackout hood
- Hands locked in bondage mittens
- Confined in a tent
I’ll probably think of more eventually
Locked Dummy 