Ms Cassandra caught me stroking during our last call and she was not happy. She knows I am a relentless, out of control stroke junkie. Hours of porn, increasing in depravity, multiple times a day. It’s pretty much ruined me for any kind of vanilla relationship. And after years of being a femdom porn addict, my cock doesn’t exactly perform well outside of stroking to femdom porn. I’m fully conditioned.
Now Ms Cassandra thinks she can just come along and de-rail all of that. She’s demanded that I remain chaste for two days. Two whole days. I didn’t last that long when Ms Delia put me in *real* chastity. I stroked myself through the device twice during my 5-day lockup.
I’m going to do this though. Even though she won’t know, and can’t tell. I’m not locked in any device, but I don’t want to be. Chastity seems so cruel, and cruelty turns me on. But the actual frustration of having to wear a device and not being able to take it off, is actually hell. It works great in-person, in a romantic relationship. But in this context, online, it’s just an extra extra extra mean thing to do.
So I’m going to stick with the honor system, because I’m dreading that cage.