Play Weekend

Mistress Cassandra hasn’t been feeling well. I had a shitty week too. I’m not sure what’s going to happen this weekend. I think the plan is to “test” a lot of things. Ms Cassandra will be making sure that she has the ability to assign tasks, verify they are done, enforce rules, etc. All the logistical functionality needed to oppress me will be tested out and fully implemented this weekend.

I also think I’ll be tested. We’ve been slowly ramping things up during the “prologue” thus far. But I expect tomorrow I’ll be challenged. I think I have a reasonable chance of succeeding. But if I don’t fail this task, I will eventually fail something. As Ms Cassandra pushes harder and harder to find my limits…eventually she’ll find them. And when that happens there will be consequences.

I’ve been informed that Chastity is my most likely form of punishment. She knows I hate that. I hate it alot. But I also hate anal, and feminization. So who knows what might happen. That’s part of the fun. But whatever it is, I’m sure I’ll hate it.

I’m starting to get that powerless, hopeless, helpless kind of feeling I had been chasing. I will have to do what she says. I will not be able to cheat or get out of it. I am literally a prisoner. Eventually the kinky fun will wear off and this will feel like oppression and torture. That’s what I want. I want the catharsis of losing free will and knowing I’m an owned object. Owned. Obedient. Or else.