Conditioned

Last night was by far the best night I’ve had on the floor. I’ve made a few adjustments since the last time, and that made the night just bearable enough.

First, I added a second sleeping pad. It’s inflatable, but not certainly not what you would call an “air mattress”. Second, I didn’t use the heavy leather hood. It’s next to impossible to breath nasally while wearing it. That means I wake up every time my mouth closes while sleeping. Instead, this time I used a simple nylon hood. It has a hole over the mouth only. It’s extremely thin, so I can see through it, and breath through it. I put some duct tape over the eyes to ensure my vision was blacked out.

Previously, the leather hood provided a place to attache the vertical chain. This time I used a simple collar and that provided a few more inches of slack, so I was able to stand up straight in the chains.

Finally, I left the above video playing while I drifted off to sleep. I don’t know what a “Dreamgasm” is. I didn’t have any vivid dreams. But it was a neat addition. I had the video streaming to my TV and left a 3-hour sleep timer.

I woke up to use the bathroom. Waking up blindfolded is always unnerving. And crawling in chains in such a groggy state is an extremely humbling and will-breaking experience. Before I started crawling, I checked felt around the floor until I found the box with my keys, and I tested the lock. It was still holding.

Then I began the degrading and humiliating act of crawling to the bathroom burdened by rattling chains. I crawled back and just as I was about to crawl back into “bed”, I heard the triple-beep of the time-lock reaching it’s end. Some gears whirred and my keys were free.

If I had waited just a minute longer, I could have gone to the bathroom like a dignified human being.

So I managed to sleep soundly for the entire 6 hours assigned. The tape-blindfold was not a great solution, but it sort-of worked. I will look for another solution. I was able to extend my legs fully this time, which most definitely helped. I feel no soreness this morning.

So through trial and error, I’ve managed to sleep comfortably in the position and posture of a slave. I’m now conditioned to endure that. From here Ms Cassandra can use this to reinforce my position and her power over me. And further cruelty can be implemented with more restrictive headgear, and chained positions that do not allow me to extend my legs fully. Eventually I may become conditioned to those things as well