Deeper Conditioning

I’m currently spending 24 hours a day in silky, stretchy, maddeningly frustrating bondage. My entire crotch area is enclosed in feminine material. The gentle squeeze of the elastic edges are a constant reminder that my body is under Mistress Cassandra’s control.

My body and skin type don’t lend itself well to sissification. Turning me into something presentably feminine would be an outrageous project. I’m not sure if that’s her goal, or if her goal is to just make me feel ridiculous and humiliated. So far the latter effort has been monumentally successful.

I admit, I hate this a little less than I did 12 hours ago. Last night, I stroked off to this video. The conditioning and suggestions contained in this hypno session helped me accept my situation. “you want me to put you in panties” “you want to go to sleep in panties” “you want to feel the panties when you wake up”.

Porn is powerful. At least to me. It’s a dangerous weapon with the power to warp my mind. Ms Cassandra can control my fetishes with porn. On top of that, sissy/feminization hypno porn is extremely abundant. Many of these videos are extremely powerful. They make a really compelling case for changing one’s gender.

For now, I’ve only re-gendered my underwear. But who knows where Ms Cassandra will take this.